May 2012
8 posts
one of those insecure posts
Whenever I read someone’s blog where some anonymous asshole insults their girlfriend or best friend or something like that and the person goes off defending them i always get this strange feeling of jealousy. Like, obviously I’m glad that people aren’t going around saying rude shit about me but sometimes it’d be really nice to see someone actually defend me. I’m not...
The Night of Shenningans →
sunshineandsnazzytimes:
Last night was honestly one of the funnest nights I’ve had in a really long time. After I saw Chaney and Pat off to prom, Trisha came over and we tried to brainstorm on what we could do. Kelley called and said she was on her way and somehow Trisha and I came up with this cool idea to make a list…
Happy Ending
Although the first half of this week was really annoying and ridiculous, it ended on such a fun and happy note, and I needed to make sure I write it all down, bloggy (:
Wednesday was a Day 7, so we got out at 1:40 so Kelley and I stopped at my house and grabbed a whole bunch of uniform shirts and then went over to Trisha’s to tie-dye them for the next day. After we got done that, I went to...
Letters
So today I finally figured out how to avoid writing in everyone’s yearbook, because for some reason that just annoys me to no end. I shall just write everyone letters! I already planned to write letters for my lovely StuCo ladies, and I’d much rather type up something that is actually meaningful for my friends than write something generic in their yearbook. Also, I’m not actually...
Again
I did it again, bloggy, I did it again.
I let something little annoy me and put me in a bad mood, and then I become ridiculous to everyone. Like this morning, Claire was annoying me and trying to tell me to stop talking about something stupid… IF I CARED ENOUGH TO STOP THAN I WOULD. sheesh. Get out of my life, Holmes. Anyway, at this point I’m just in a hurumphy mood and then Allie...
I need more spontaneous, go-with-the-flow type of...
Clearing My Head →
sunshineandsnazzytimes:
So yesterday morning I sat down to study for my AP tests today and I just felt restless and I couldn’t focus on anything and I just needed to clear my head, so I got in my car and just drove. I had no destination in mind, and no route… I just drove and drove until I had no idea where I was. I…
This Past Week
Hi bloggy, I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long but it’s very hard to live and record at the same time.. I’ll try and be better in the future!
Basically, I’m only here again because I got very close to being back in my “I hate the world” mentality. Grandpa Adam passed away Monday morning, and as usual I didn’t actually talk to anyone about it so I...
March 2012
3 posts
hurumph- it's monday.
Yikes, so I didn’t get a chance at all this weekend to write and I keep putting it off and I’m nervous that it’ll make me stop writing so I’m just gonna skip it and hope I do better next weekend! It was a very fun weekend, Hunger Games Premiere, Brenda’s Show, asking Pat to prom and the bulldog bash at Desales, hopefully I remember everything (:
So today was pretty ridiculous… the day started...
The Student Council Office
As I’m sitting here during Flex in the StuCo office (as usual), I started thinking about how much time I spend in our little closet here. Yesterday, I got kicked out of Lit for being unprepared and so I spent 80 minutes in here. Almost every day after school and during flex, I’m here. Where do all the people who don’t have an office go? Lols, that sounds silly but I literally...
Tonight after i got home from work i was cleaning my room and i found all my old journals. It was so bizarre reading about my life from forever ago, especially freshman and sophomore year, but i loved it. I’m so happy I wrote down all those memories because now I’ll always be able to go back and reminisce. I also came to the realization that this is one of the main reasons I always...
July 2011
3 posts
i think i wreck everything.
i never understand
people. they just frustrate and confuse me. they are oversensitive, over judgmental, too cautious, insecure, indecisive, anxious, controlling, passive aggressive, and just downright ridiculous most of the time. i have been every single on those things at some point and i hate it.. i wish human nature was different. i like to think that i’m the best version of myself that i can be, and i try...
today i came to the realization that i spend too much of my life replaying and correcting situations in my head. like, something will happen, i’ll react, and then for the next three days i’ll replay the scenario and try to figure out what would have happened if i had reacted differently. that’s just insane. i love day-dreaming, but this is different. i always say i have no...